Britney Spears wrote a suicide note before she was rushed to hospital earlier this month for a psychiatric evaluation after refusing to hand back her children to
Kevin Federline, according to reports.
The note was found in her bathroom by a friend and revealed how Britney feared that she was not living up to people's expectations.
A source told The Sun (of all places),
"The letter was very sad. Britney talked about her loneliness, how unfair life is and not being able to trust people. She wrote about how she will never be what people want her to be. She said 'Perhaps it would be better if I was dead.'"
Britney recently missed a court appearance regarding the custody of her children, which now means she is unable to see them until February 19.
Isn't it about time someone got together one of those intervention things and had a serious word with the woman? She is clearly ill and the last thing she needs around her is a scheming paparazzo like her current 'boyfriend'.